Another countdown.
I've been living in those lately.
Probably because there's so much good stuff that's about to happen in my life. And while that's great and I should be excited about everything that's coming up, I probably shouldn't have started my countdown 75 days ago...
I should have been H E R E. In Australia. At Hillsong (the college & the church). I should have been with the people God has placed in my life for this time.
I remember when I was counting down the days this time last year to when I would be in this very place.
Things didn't go the way I thought they should and I was completely fine with that last semester because I knew this is where I was supposed to be at this time in my life so, I had peace. When I first arrived in Australia I had no idea how long my journey here would be. I wanted it to be longer than a year but God had other plans which is a-whole-nother story. But because I didn't know how long I had I went with the flow and thanked God for every opportunity.
And then second semester hit and because I knew I was going home in a matter of months I mentally checked out. I tried to fight it but I couldn't. And I started to become negative about being here and although I didn't come with very many expectations it turned out I was still disappointed...
Now, I have nine days to redeem the time I have left here. I want to make them count. And they will.

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